A lot of stuff has happened since my last journal entry, one of which being my mother's youngest sister dying. She was only 45. Her daughter is 11. My heart still hurts and it has been over a month and a half. I think i'm going to get a tattoo in remembrance of her when I go visit my cousin over spring break.

I'm also going to Africa this summer, to work with people at risk for AIDs in Arusha, Tanzania. My mom is really worried.

As for my writing, well I have been doing a lot of it, due to death and heartbreak. I will upload when possible.

I love all my friends <3

School is stressful. I'm taking 20 units, which means I have to pay extra. (The limit is 18) It also means I am taking 5 classes and basically want to kill myself every week with all the work I have.

So yeah... Life's little surprises make me want to fly.

I want to go home.

This is a random assortment of thoughts.

I also smoked (not ciggs) for the first time in over 9 months like 2 weeks ago. Life is stressful.

I dunno why I write these any more.